.....LiSteN To YouR HearT CoZ It SpeaKs NuTiN BuT TrutH.....

--Movie Bites?--

2005-06-20T01:28:00.000-07:00

Welcum bck Aidah after d' stupid comp had reformat bck!
Sigh!

1 wk of term break is over...sux!

Another wk to go...Tml gtg skul...sux again...

--PROJECTS--

Wat else culd be soO boring?

yeap..yeap..
--HAPPY 59th MONTHSARY Deary!--
Heart yOu!
Goin out later!!! Yea! Yea! Yea!
*Ok Aidah stop bein a kid!*

Btw, so much movies tat i wana watch!
-Madagascar-MonstersInLaw-Mr&Mrs Smith-ALotLikeLove!-

Later?
Watching Mr & Mrs Smith wit Dear Lucky!
Ahax...After his first day at a new skool!

After d' movie, will join Along & niece at B.Panjang Plaza..
Got Madagascar characters there! Havin a show...
Woohoooooo....

Oh ya..
--HAPPY FATHERS' DAY--

Not in d' mood rite now abt this..
Hate d' way Dad treats my mum now...

--Let's Dance To The Music--

2005-06-11T17:23:00.000-07:00

Jam & Hop @ Sports Hall

Click here for d' pix

Ooooh...d' music...d' sound system..d' loudness...
Controllin myself...holdin on...
Made me wana dance!

Umaira simply cnt resist!
dance..and dance!

Just Like Buddy & Siz

--Huda, Cheri, Ifah & Tulsi--

"I like to move it..move it! I like to move it..move it..U like...to move it!"

--Clubcrawl 2005--

2005-06-10T23:28:00.000-07:00

At last d' Clubcrawl is here...
meaning...d' last clubcrawl for d' seniors..
--Sad--

d' juniors really did a great job..serious...
Everything was...WOW!
Its juz that some things got cocked up...

We seniors were not tryin to blame them or watever...
Its juz that wanted them to work in a team
and not blamin one another...
puttin all their creative ideas into one...

I really hope despite wat happen,
everyone still stand tall together!

I really hope this cumin Orientation Camp
will make everyone happy & united as ever...

I apologise if anything that i do w/o realising it,
makes anyone unhappy...

d' Belle & Beau

--A Little Something--

2005-06-09T00:38:00.000-07:00

One word today for skoOl...
Simply sux!
--Effective ICA 30%--

Sick of giving tuition...
tOo exhausted...
got another offer from Mum's clique but not yet confirm...
juz now, another kuzin asked my help to teach her son for PSLE this yr...
and her daughter toO...
Gosh!

Been on d' computer often for than 8hrs...
Crazy rite?

Made this...
http://20july2011.multiply.com/
--HiLdAh--

Thought of makin us a new built website one day...
Maybe after exams...
Duno why im soO into all this IT stuffs...

Here's a little something...

--Phew--

2005-06-07T12:57:00.000-07:00

Phew....Glad!

--Wahab's Family Day!--

2005-06-06T15:55:00.000-07:00

It was a great wOnderful family day we ever had...
Its a memOrable One with all d' kecoh-nezZz!

I nOe this famlily thingy doesnt sOund big..but it means alOt tO me..
and I nOe it means alOt tO BelOved Grandma toO...
I noe she wants her whOle family...her cOmplete daughters & sons to gather together..

BUt still missin on tat day..Youngest son, Busu..my last uncle of 7 is not there...hOw sad..
But its better than nutin rite...

Let these pix shows hOw great d' 2 & half days we had!
*All SmilezZz*

--Click here fOr all d' pix--

--Off we gO--

--uSuaL uS iN tAxI--

--sHe stOle mY spEcs!--

--Tryin tO figure Out mY tent fOr 10 persOns!!!--

--Simply her cutenezZz--

--It's juz us, Our Family--

--Kuzin Mamat, Kuzin Khalid & Mak Andak--

--Half of d' kuzinzZz--

--This family wOnt stand tall w/o her--

--Eating their hearts Out when im perspring bbqing fOr them!--

--Ibu's (3rd Aunt) Family--

--KuzinzZz & AuntzZz Night Walk--

--We always dO have kuzin, fwen, bro-siz & child talk tOgether--

--My Scandal--

--Can yOu believe my 4th aunt?? Both actin Hindustan!--

--D' kecohrable them--

--Mak Ngah's (2nd uncle's wife) Family--

--Lil' Bunch of Kuzin in my big tent...w/o them, its soO peaceful & bOring!--

--Im alwayz with d' lil' ones--

--Wit two teenage kuzinzZz (cnt get tO sleep)--

--Next mOrnin...we're shiftin!--

--Shifting here @ d' shelter--

--d' Lil' KuzinzZz @ d' beach--

--Swimmin KuzinzZz + Extra 4th Uncle at d' bck there!--

--Eldest Siz (Along) + Only Niece (Suhailah Tembam) gOin Swimmin--

--Them again gOin fOr mother-daughter cycling--

--After swimmin, its cycling time!--

--The 3 Evil HerOes of Wahab's Family--

--Suhailah Tembam & Lil' Kuzin Hanis--

--Mamat in tirednezzz--

--CutenezZz--

--Nutin better tO dO--

--Snap this! soO kecOh tO get them Organize!--
*Missin in pix: Kuzin Angah, Kuzin Along Kecik, 7th uncle + Wife + Lil' Daniel + Lil' Danish*

--At last! A Nice Family Photo--
*Late Grandpa gOnna be soO happy to see this if he were still here*

--Last pix wit Lil' Hanis--

--Grandma soO considerate...sweepin away before gOin off--

--Off we gO..."Stay On Track"--

--gOodbye..Next? Chalet will be on during Dec hOlidayzZz!!!--

--MIni hOlidaY--

2005-06-05T17:32:00.000-07:00

Juz came bck
frOm family-relative Overnite bbq at ECP since last fri...

Now?
toO tired tO start studyin..
fOr 2 tests tml...
Haven start..
*Shit*

--I knOw NUTS abt Published Financial & Cons. Statements--

--Silence--

2005-05-30T20:38:00.000-07:00

-- Erti Hidup --

Born with a purpose...with full of happiness...tears of joy...
Left forever with a purpose...with heavy heart...with tears of sadness...

.......Leaving On a "Jet Plane".......

--Life's Indeed Unpredictable--

2005-05-29T15:52:00.000-07:00

ShOcked...Speechless...Stared at d' wall fOr a mOment...
DunO wat tO say...
Wat's d' wOrld becOmin intO?

He's gOne juz lidat...
A seniOr frOm Kranji Sec...My Buddy's elder cOusin...
*KnOwn as Abg Zul -- Zulkharnain*

Juz receive news frOm Syahid abt late Abg Zul...
Din expect this...All this...
First, it's late Arshad...Kranji toO..Syahid's dear fwen..
And nOw, its this...

All fOr the same reasOn...
--Bike Accident--

All the mOre tat i HATE bike...
It's takin sO many life On d' rOad...Out Of sudden...

Buddy called....cryin...I dunO wat tO say...
Esp wen she's cryin...Im stumbled upOn wOrds...
Makes me wana cry toO...

Imagine...a persOn whOm yOu tOk tO befOre..
In d' same skoOl...even thO if it's juz sayin "Hi, HellO" wit a smile...
yOu sure felt dOwn rite...shOckin...

I hate bikes....really..I really dO...mOre!
Still, wOnder why guys are still sO stubbOrn & crazy abt BIKES...
Its ridiculous..MADNESS!

One prOb nOw...
Everyday I feared abt this...
--Dear--

Him & his bike...
???
He can still jOked abt it wen im wOrried abt him....
I dun wanna receive a call...
--A bad call, that is--

Ppl will Only realised wen its Oredi tOo late...
Thats why, in this wOrld we shOuldnt take them fOr granted...
Spend time wit them wen they're still here...
--Cherish & appreciate them--

I dun want tO feel havin lOse yOur lOved Ones frOm this wOrld...
Whu likes tO feel this way rite??
But I nOe they will gO away still..Even me will...cOz we're humans..
This is juz a temporary wOrld fOr us tO live in...
But i wOuld rather be d' One tO gO 1st than them...
So, let this be my birthday wish....

I am trying hard tO cherish my family & relatives...
WithOut them, i wont be here in this wOrld...

Trying hard tO cherish Dear....
We've been tru ups & dwns fOr d' past few years...
Went tru thick & thin tOgether...

Tryin hard tOo..tO cherish Buddy, Siz & Habsah...
Really hOpe we cOuld spend mOre time tOgether..
d' galz thing...Habsah?

And my belOved Other fwenz...
We fights...quarelled...say d' things that shOuldnt take place...
Well, all happened becOz deep inside we all care abt each Other...

*To Late Abg Zul, semOga rOh mu dicucuri rahmat & Allah SWT Maha Pengampun..SemOga segala dOsa mu diampuni-Nya...Amin*

Lastly, tO all thOse guyz...esp d' Malayz whO r tOo giler intO their bikez...
*Dratz*
Plz dO sOme sOul searching....
I nOe death can happen anywer..even at hOme...
BUt yOu guyz r dOnatin yOur life tO d' rd juz lidat...
Your belOved mOther gave birth tO yOu all sO hard wit all thOse screams & pain?!!
And yOu guyz juz waste yOur life in split secOnds??!!!
You think its coOl to VroOm vroOm here & there sO lOud On d' rOad even if its sO late at nite distUrbin my sleep??!!
You think its coOl to spend all yOur $$$ juz to hav big great coOl bikes ..tryin all d' way tO design it as best yOu cOuld till yOu're brOke??!!

Tell me if its coOl wen yOu r lyin On d' rd full of blOod...
bOnes all over brOken & damaged...
and yOur lOved Ones cryin their heart Out fOr yOu...
makin them mOre miserable??!!

Is that coOl enuf fOr yOu?

--Think abt it, Dear--

--mOi @ 19--

2005-05-27T23:41:00.000-07:00

Its been dayzZz since i blog...
Well, now im bck after 2 projects were done...After dayzZz of sleepless nights!
Its a happy crazy weeks for me...
Its my bday on 24th May!
It was fun!
ThanzZz tO my belOved fwenzZz & DeAr...
Din expect all this....esp SlackerZ Inc.
Juz wana say a word of appreciatiOn tO all whO wish & made my day a wonderful, crazy & memOrable One...

Gez wat?
This is d' 1st time my bday falls On a skoOl day in pOly! Yeap! So can celebrate wit my fwenzZz On my big day! Im happy!
Coz my bday always falls on hOlidayzZz..During my sec skoOl dayz osO!
*MuackszZzz*

BUt Im sad...cOz Habsah Banana haven wish me...
*sObs..sObs*

Btw, gOnna make anOther date wit Bud tO celebrate Our bdays tOgether
cOz I cnt make it tml...
Hey, Siz..its ok if u cnt celebrate Our bdays tOgether this yr..UndastoOd..
Dun wOrry aitz...There'll alwayz be anOther day..cOz we'll alwayz be buddiezZz fOrever! Niwae, say Happy Birthday tO Hafiz tml...Hah! Same mth wit me! Yeah!
*Winks*

Thanz Dear fOr everything! Luv yOu luv yOu luv yOu!
Thanz Bud & Siz!
And thanz tO Dear Eldest Sis, Mum, Dad, Anuar, Taufiq, SlackerZ Inc, Daniel, Umaira, Aina, Avril, PaYung, Puay Ngee, Shiyun, JiaXian, MuiFen, Liyan & Sity...

Luv yOu all lOtz lOtz lOtz & lOtz!!!

--theRe gOes my bdAy fOr d' dAy--

--aFter pAsspOrt Pix fOr the NDP--

--d' nOt sO cRazy SlackerZ Inc...unlIke d' reSt??--

--Even in NDP briefing, we stiLL gOt nutin tO dO--

--TheM wIt their Own aFfair--

--SlackerZ Inc sImply gOt nuting beTTer tO dO--

--Last min tOuch-up On PresentatiOn--

--SlumberzZz--

--gOin Out--

--wIt Dear after SkoOl--

--wIt d' SlacKerZ Inc.--

--wIt d' cUte innOcenT Lil' Gal--

--d' twO hUsbAnd & wIfe--

--wIt Lil' Kid--

--twO lOved OnezZz--

--wIt cUte innOcent Lil' Shiyun--

--wIt d' 3 Lil' AngelzZz--

--wIt deAr AiNa--

--wIt deAr AvriL & PaYung--

--wIt ciKgu Puay Ngee--

--wIt sPeedY Liyan--

--The GalzZz @ Lecture--

--wIt DanieL--

--Prezzies frOm CraZy FwenzZz--

--CrazInezZz--

I am...

2005-05-23T23:28:00.000-07:00

* bOredOm moOd *, originally uploaded by 20july2011.

~ Sowi Mum ~

2005-05-23T01:26:00.000-07:00

Im still online nOw..its oredi 1.22am..eyes getting heavy...

been up til mOrnin fOr d' past few days..

DratzZz..PrOjectzzz! They juz freak me Out...

I realise nOw that Year 3 is nOt easy for me like i used tO...

Slacking arOund...

Its like walking thrOugh a red carpet full Of needlezZz!

Bck at hOme...I felt guilty nOw...

was rude tO Mum juz nOw...well, im nOt in d' mOOd...was toO exhausted wit prOjects..

Mum: Whats wrong wit her (me)?

Eldest sis: Duno...quarrel wit Zul (Dear) i gez...

PlzZz..its NOT! Not becOz of tat lah...

We are bOth fine...nO fights..nutin...

I wOnt bring my relatiOnships prObs tO hOme lah plz...

dOnt asume...

Im juz tired..exhausted wit skoOl ok...

Im sowi, Mum..

and everyOne at hOme...

This will be Over soOn aitz...

I juz nid sOme peace...

and when this is Over, juz nid sOme tiny holidayz at the beach...

*Cnt wait fOr Our whOle family-relativez BBQ OverNite On 4/5th Jun*

~ Ahax ~

-- Happy 58th Monthsary --

2005-05-21T23:39:00.000-07:00

Our 58th Monthsary -- lOvezZz

--Ahax--
Its Our 58th mOnthsary yesterdae...
What mOre can i say?
*SmilezZz*

-- tOday --
im vewi vewi exhausted...my lOwer spine at the back seem aching everyday...have tO like sit straight, had tO lean back On the chair tO prevent the pain..cnt sit hunch Or lean fOrward!
getting Old?

i cnt seem to get things rite...Left my diskette for the 3rd time this semester...Well, they're important diskettes! With regards to my proj! Left my disk containing IB proj at elearn ytd..forgot to take it out i gez..Tat sux..big tyme..Tot of goin bck to skool to get it bck..(if nobody take it that is! Is there any kind souls who would return to the counter?? Duh..)

Even ask Dear to send me skul to get it..but din reply..Why shuld i? He's still sleeping like a log wit his bantal busuk wit all his aliur basi! But got an idea..juz continue from where we oredi started since Hajjar got the intro backup but she'll only be bck on Mon nite..so have to wait..Done wit it..Was at my comp from 11-5pm to do...effective sumore...Juz cnt wait to finish off everything...

I nid a break..serious...i mean a real holidayzZz...

I really do...

*Backstreets Boys Back! yahooo!*

..::Im Back!::..

2005-05-18T23:39:00.000-07:00

Today highlights?

Finally meet up wit Dear since Labour Day!

That was like almost more than 2wks!!!

How worse can it get?

Few days..few weeks...a yr?

Been tru all that...

*Mish him lotz lotz lotz lotz lotz lotzZz*

Okayz, focus now....

Yeah! Am back here...with new computer! (finally..)

Cnt bear to give away my old 6yrs old antique computer...

But then, have to coz its so lagging! Mcm tortoise!!! Ahax...

Niwae, im bck here...esp at this time...

Gotta do my two current projects whic are like damn hard to start..and finish!

*But my microsoft office tools not yet installed! Yikes!!!*

Year 3...wont be a smooth journey this time...

I dun like any of the modules....lecturers & tutors tis time so sucky!

Well you see...

Effective Writing - waste of time cumin coz the tutor like teaching nutin! I'll like staring at the door/walls doin nutin! Lembek oi cikgu tu! eeewww...makin lemah Ai*dah nampaknye!

The module itself? Sumtin like Eng..all those reports in a prof. way..yada yada??

Int. Finance & Treasury - "FORTUNATELY", both tutor & lecturer the same...How fortunate can i get?! I refer her the arrogant act ang moh accent grandmother! Really! I pity you Zhao...Ahax..She treat us like sec sch kids??! Helo? Got a prob wit tat Ms Nanny?

The module? Sux big tyme..she confused us all and like expect us to know everythin! She like dun bother...

Pub. Finance Statements & Consolidation - Tutor okok...lembek and soft! Not garang! But the lecturer...astargfiruallah! Can die man! I refer him as the technician man? or kitchens pots/utensils promoter? Attend his lecture wit me if u wana noe abt it...Waste of time to go esp when his lect is at 7-8pm every Fri?!! The only class for that whole fri?? Duh...

Accounting Info. System - "Quick..cum late oredi dun tok animore...", "K..those who late pls stand up and ans these tutorials../those in black stand up ans tutorials.." Like duh?? K juz shuddupz rite...oso when ask anyone to ans, in the end she herself ans for us...SHE'S the QUESTIONEER & SHE'S the ANSWER-NEER...???

Int. Biz - For once i tot, this module I love...it seems interesting abt the world biz blah blah..BUT THEN, I was wrong..totally WRONG..Heard that? Lecturer tok to herself..damn slow..The tutorials damn hard..in ur own ans! Must look for the ans from website sumore! yadah..yadah..yadah???

Finally....

Company Law - Reminds me of "Helo Daniel!!!!!!!" Yap..its Ms Excited Tan...*Wonders*

Nobody knows why she's like dat...Hah..

Btw, this module...haiz....cases is a goner..cnt remember...dun undastand oso...Fell asleep during his lectures ...(well, all of the 6 modules class i nvr pay attention actuali...kuang kuang!)

A stiff man...like no expression...make jokes oso vewi vewi LAME! And always have his silence in class & lecture..Then we were like, "Why the silence? Wat are we waiting???"

Yadah yadah yadah yet again!

Guess I really dun like school this semester...

But its my crucial year no matter wat....

My last yr...

Have to chiong..

Cnt wait to get out of this study thingy...

Coz m tired...vewi vewi tired of studying oredi...

Esp when it gets nowhere..............

*Sorry dad, mum, along, grandmas, grandpa & fellow relatives for pining high hopes on me*

Pls don't...

..::Bye To Antique::..

2005-05-10T17:50:00.000-07:00

Aaaarrghhh!

My comp spoilt yet again...

Die die muz ask dad to BUY!

Thats it.

w/o comp!

My life sux!

.Period.

..::Life::..

2005-05-05T12:38:00.000-07:00

Stealing...

Fighting...

Beat ppl up...

*So ridiculous*

Me?

*An Unforgivable Sinner*

Whats the world becomin into?

No mood for skul..tutorials!!!

They simply sux!

Im reali worried for this semester...

At this rate that im goin...

oh great!

~OMG ~

Juz bought myself a white bag...

Yeap waste $...yet again..

Nutin better to do...

Tats me..

*Shoppin Can Cure Aidah*

~ I mish Habsah Banana ~

..::Sobs::..

2005-05-03T23:58:00.000-07:00

My fav spec broke 2days ago...

Well, its due to Dear's careless-ness!

Aargghh!!!!

*You better get the exact same specs!*

..::Siblingz Outz!::..

2005-05-02T23:14:00.000-07:00

Click here for the pix or juz see on my pix gallery as usual on the right!

~ Life's indeed is beautiful ~
*Hope it will last*

Seoul Garden @ Taka

Lil' Uncle ~ Lil' Auntie ~ Lil' Junior Niecey
(",)

Bro-in-law, First Sis & their Tembam Kurapz Daughter!

..::Niecey & 2nd Sis Birthday::..

2005-04-30T23:18:00.000-07:00

Happy 3rd Birthday, Niecey Suhailah!

*The Birthday Cake *
(Along 4got to put Kaka's name!)

Happy 22nd Birthday to you too, Kakak!
(the one in stripes - front)

Happy Them @ Esplanade

..::hiLdAh @ ECP::..

2005-04-30T08:09:00.000-07:00

...Sunrise Time After Chalet...

6.45am 6.56am 6.58am 7.01am 7.05am

7.11am 7.18am 7.22am 7.25am

~ Life Is Beautiful When I'm With You ~

..::@ 21 yrs on 10 May::..

2005-04-29T21:43:00.000-07:00

~ hAppY 21st birThdAy, aiNa ~

..::Whats Wrong With Me?::..

2005-04-25T23:35:00.000-07:00

I have a phobia of trusting people...

Be it Dear...sec sch fwens...poly fwens...

Abuse my trusts...

Am I being too nice & quiet

that im taken for granted?

Maybe Mum was right...
I have to learnt to let evrythin out...
Cnt simply always keep everythin inside my heart
that made myself to be hurt alone....

But I cnt...
Dun wanna bother ppl or let them noe that it hurts inside...

But whoever created this blog....
Im glad coz i cn confide in here..
But then nowadays its common that everyone cn read...

But nvm..
At least it helps a bit...

It's my blog, rite...

..::Truth Hurts::..

2005-04-25T21:50:00.000-07:00

It hurts...

Really..it hurts so much...

SELFISH

UNGRATEFUL BEINGS

INHUMAN

NO FEELINGS

HYPOCRITEZ

BACKSTABBERS

Now i gez its my turn to leave huh...

I knew this day wuld cum...

You guys can simply juz take, dump & take Hajjar bck juz lidat...

The way you treat her..like wat?!

Have you ever spared a thought for her feelings??

Then its Daniel...

Want to dump him now that acad yr is bck...

Take Hajjar for granted...

I noe you guys want good grades..

But this is not the way ok...

So i gez i quit frm this nonsense before i get dumped!

This grp is like bitching abt one another...

Friends are not lidat...

I stay anot din make any diff rite...

Im juz a BORING gurlfwen rite, Devi?

Im juz a LIABILITY & ALWAYS FIND FAULT wit you rite, Bro Hamza?

So i gez both of you are happy now...

Lil' Zhao...

I dunno...

Im confused...

Hajjar...

I know you think that I hate you thats y i left..

Well, you're wrong...

Its not becoz of you...

I left the grp now...

I juz kept quiet..tot i dun mind...

Ppl step on my head...unappreciable

Looks like I trusted the wrong ppl...

And commented the wrong ppl...

Should have actually appreciated the right ones...

Im sorry, Shawn...

Even tho u're arrogant but at least you still care & befren Hamza despite wat hapen...

Im sorry, Azza...

Now i noe how u felt for being betrayed by ur own fwen...

Im sorry, Zhao...

Should have trusted you instead...

TEP have made everyone show their true colors...

And to those kepo ppl,

like i said..

If you duno anythin, juz shuddupz!

And dun be cowards to admit it!

Devi & Hamza

- Thanz for bein in a 2yr fwenships -

Im closest & trusted you the most Hamza yet, now..........

We went off well esp since EM & iBid days Devi yet, MSC days......

But was happy tho coz our grp had all the most laughing, funny, sad & bickering days...

Will mish those days...

Take cr evryone...

*Bud & Siz, I can only depend on you galz*

..::Get A Life::..

2005-04-24T23:45:00.000-07:00

Too heavy to do tutorials...

Yet when doin,

It pulls me away when those tutorial qns simply freak me out...

I duno how...

*Helpx*

Get my brain off to study bck!

..::One Fine Day::..

2005-04-23T23:53:00.000-07:00

Tak sempat tgk sunset..tgk lah the moonlight!
@ Esplanade

Luving hym always...vewi vewi much...

..::My Shopping Spree::..

2005-04-23T14:03:00.001-07:00

Cnt go shoppin...

*Sobs*

I cnt be selfish...
Sit bck & relax..

I cnt...

Nvm..
Shoppin cn wait rite?

Which is more important?

*Happiness or shoppin*

..::When's my turn?::..

2005-04-23T01:29:00.000-07:00

Happy 19th Birthday, Gangsta Joel!

Good Luck for ya attachment S'pore Technologies on Mon!

Be good to ya boss...

Gangsta Joel wit his crime partner, Wei Liang

..::Why::..

2005-04-22T18:33:00.000-07:00

Im always being lied...

Im always being betrayed...

Always take me for granted...

Always being made the middle person making me feel all the dilemmas...

Always being bullied...

Being made a fool...

Always being questioned...

Duno me? Juz shuddup...

Tell good things or advice but people dun wana listen...

Turn to deaf ears...

So shuld I juz keep quiet abt it?

If thats the case, then im a useless person...

Im nutin but trouble...

Feeling so exhausted nowadays...

Stress pressure in sch...

Why all this?

*Wana have a sleepover wit Bud & Siz!*

*Wana go shoppin tml to relieve STRESS!*

..::Happy Birthday, Bud!::..

2005-04-20T13:40:00.000-07:00

Happy 19th Birthday, Buddy!

..::Back Off::..

2005-04-19T23:31:00.000-07:00

Now I noe who is a true fren...
*Ungrateful Beings*

For you people...
Please GROW up!
We're ONLY frens...
Stop bein like sec sch kids!
*Back off guys!*

..::Slackers @ School::..

2005-04-19T22:22:00.000-07:00

Measuring vital statistics for the wannabe designer?

Being caught in the act with STOLEN hp!

Acting like Sylvester...

Forever galzZz...

Huggable GalzZz while waiting for lecture....

..::First Day in Year 3::..

2005-04-18T23:56:00.000-07:00

AF0302 in the early morning...

The goody-to-shoes idiots sitting on the front row!

The boring naggy tutor ever...

The "I'll Be There" & "I Need You" mates...

The GOOD boys & gal...

Stress about what to do for the LONG break...

Still discussing about the callings?

HangOut @ Junction 8...

The Individual Gang...

The Wannabe BreakDancer...*even in the toilet*

Guys are even more vain than gals nowadays...

Still in the SBM Pageant mood?

???

Whatever...

Pinky gal with pinky wall...

2005-04-17T22:12:00.000-07:00

I wanna be in the Digital Media Design...

Wish I were in Kindergarten...
Or isit TEP???
Aarrgghh!!!

*Feels heavy to go skul tml!! *am!*

OMG!

..::GoodBye TEP::..

2005-04-15T22:14:00.000-07:00

Yeap...Thats it!

There goes my TEP life...

Enuf is enuf....Need not wori abt attendance!

Haha...evryday late!

Sigh! Gonna mish those days of FREEDOM!

Gonna get this dead brain of mine bck to STUDY again...

Yah..thats the most draggy part!

Yikes!

Gonna mish iBid big spacious room!

Mish CRMCC; my office desk!

Playing games discreetly....Laughing out loud....

Irritate many ppl....Gossiping abt Daniel's wife!

Aaarrgghh!

But still cnt wait to be bck @ skul on MOn!

AF0302 time!

Hope everything is juz gonna be fine!

..::Madness::..

2005-04-14T22:33:00.000-07:00

Aaaarrgghh!!!!

FrustratiOn!!! Kill me!

*Stuffing myself with egg tarts & custard puff*

tO vent my anger!

..::Birthdays!!!::..

2005-04-13T22:31:00.000-07:00

Arrgghh! Birthdays!
Aidah buck up On yOur savings!
Ppl faster than yOu Oredi; present fOr dear Umaira!
Aarrggh!
Frustration!!!
Okok...settled yOur madrasah's fees first a.s.a.p!
Then..straight for belated present fOr Umaira!
Then..fOr Buddy's present!
*Which is in 7days more!!!*
Im dying oOredi...
*Dad bought chocolate waffles for evryone @ home...Weird huh..*

..::Beautiful::..

2005-04-13T21:37:00.000-07:00

Balestier ITE

Back to School!

Vroom! Vroom!

mOvie @ CauseWay

Waiting....

Us again...take pix while waiting...

Still waiting....

OK, goin to have our dinner!

Hah! WoOf2 frustrated cOz its raining when wana gO hOme...
Have tO wait fOr it tO stOp!

His BELOVED BIKE...Wil DIE withOut it! Hmmpz! Yuck!
Raining! Wet! Loud Angry Thunder! Scary!

..::Im Here For You::..

2005-04-10T22:30:00.000-07:00

Glad that we talked ytd mornin..

As in really talk..heart to heart..Coz it's been long..LONG since we did talk like this....

Was shocked though that you called so early in the morning...4am??

But Im glad though...

Its gd that you told me evrything....

*Yah..after i did found out one thing frm ppl*

Coz I wuldnt want to be kept in the dark...

That I will only know later frm other ppl...

I dun wan tat...I want to hear frm ur own mouth...

From ur own honesty & sincerity...

Tell me...

If ppl makes mistakes, be it big or small mistakes...

If ppl buat jahat or watever...

And evryone dun forgive them & nvr wana accept them,

then they wont have a place anywer

wer society will be able to accept them again...

All those after prisons?

If no one wont giv them chance to live again,

then wats the world gona be?

So you tell me...

Why cnt I be there?

Not having reactions din mean im inhuman...

I noe ppl hate you for wat you did...

If you ask me, I too hate you for wat you did...

Coz thats not the way to settle everything...

Its wrong...totally wrong you know...

Its hurts if you ask me...it really do...hurts so bad...

But I have to be strong and positive...

Coz I love you more than I love myself...

I dun want history to repeat itself...

*Sis, Kuzins*

I myself is not perfect...

Like I said, to err is human....

You think you're not good enuf for me now...

Since Im willing to giv you a chance to be better..

Why not make full use of it...

Why dun you giv yourself a chance...

Dun bother abt wat ppl say now...

Coz that will bring you down...

We cnt expect evryone to like us or us to like evryone rite...

Your mum?

Dun you pity her?

Your dad is oredi lidat...your lil' bro is drifting further...

You're the only hope for her...

No matter wat their children did or becum,

the greatest human of all called Mum

wont ever leave them...

Mum gave birth to us!

*Bear that in mind*

Dun dissapoint them..

...Pls...

I do hope to witness a miracle...

Luv you always lil' puppy woof-woof boy...

..::My Fault?::..

2005-04-09T20:43:00.000-07:00

Man can be so selfish at times...

Not concern abt woman's feelings...

They can take it so easy...

Take it for granted...

It's all my fault?

*It takes two hands to clap*

*There's no such thing as one's fault only in a relationship or fwenship*

*It takes both*

..::Weekends' Here!!!::..

2005-04-09T12:17:00.000-07:00

Yeap...the weekends finally here!

Finally! Woke up at 1130 today...

Vewi tired for the past few days....Been travelling bck & forth!

Tuition!

Duno why my right leg felt so 'lenguh' easily...so tired!

Niwae, heres the updates!

For the first time ever get to reach target calls in a smooth way...

This time the customers are rather nice...

They got mood swing i gez...hmmm..

In call centre been rather busy wit the rest preparing for Avril's surprise!

Yah..even tho i wont be goin! Aarrgghh!

Tuition!

My personal school website?

Done it! Oredi publish!

So another proj done!

Now left wit 2 reports wic ive nt yet started...

Ok i will later aritez..

* winks*

*Slackers Inc in Destruction*

Umaira's Bday ytd...

Hah..same wit Avril...

*Guilt*

Haven get her anitin yet...

The card still in progress...

Well...these few wks not gd for me...

*Financially*

Ok gtg...meeting Dear!

Ask him to accompany me to bk BBQ Pit at ECP...

For a whole family & relatives gathering overnight there!

So excited!

...My GurlzZz...

2005-04-04T23:30:00.000-07:00

This Journey of Ours Will Never Be Forgotten!

...Buddy & Siz...

Here we are after more than 6yrs of fruitful fwenship!

Our vewi own fwenship day, advanced Bud's Bday & Bon Voyage to dear Siz...

Hope the cake will make it...=p

It's been long since we had this whole day galz outz!

From early windy cold mornin

till late night!

Really cnt bear to leave you galz...

Esp the nite was WONDERFUL & BEAUTIFUL....

SentOsa...Esplanade...

Still up for overnight in Dec??

Hah..hope I can make it...
Or should I say..hope my dad allow me! =p

Ok...Here goes!

As we grow old, we make mistakes...

Well, to err is human...

We did quarrels & fights with one another

That we didn't talk for weeks...

That moment was really tough...

Cnt really carry on w/o you galz..

Something is juz missin

Or simply say life sux & incomplete w/o you galz!

We'd been thru ups & downs together

But no matter wat,

we still stood by each other...

You galz are already part of me...

Our fwenship is like a ring

which goes round & round...

Never ends!

Luv you, Bud & Siz!

Gonna mish you gurlfwenz...

MuuuuaaakkssSss!

...3 Lil' Galz gOin to SentOsa...

Yikes! Yikes! Yikes!!!

....GalzZz Like That....

BestFwenz, Gurlfwenz, Pompan-fwenz & Whatever-fwenz....Hah!

Look!!!

..::A Day At HOme::..

2005-04-02T14:32:00.000-08:00

As prOmised, here's my decorated office desk...

Hmmm....

..::Hate It::..

2005-04-01T09:40:00.000-08:00

Hate to say this..

People tok abt others

But...

They themselves behave like them..

Hmm?

About people not appreciating one another

When they have the time & chance to..

It's juz that certain things or EVIL took their minds away...

That they forgot themselves or people who was close to them

...FriendzZz...

Whats wrong Dear?

Sometimes I simply juz wana locked myself in my rm

And cry my hearts out...

........

2005-03-30T09:16:00.000-08:00

Back to square one...

...::A Bad Day::...

2005-03-28T11:18:00.000-08:00

Aarrghhh..

i hav to make call again..to replace...

Hate it...I had a bad day..

Serious...

I can feel my bad luck is cumin...

Im suffocating...

..::zZzzZZzz::..

2005-03-28T09:00:00.000-08:00

Cnt sleep d' whole of ytd nite...

Bear wit me...My swollen eyes...

My peeling skin due to sunburn...

In call centre, its not as if i made a BIG MISTAKE rite...

Wat d' %#!*^%..

Juz shudupz!

I wan to sleep...

...Sad....

..::WeddingzZz::..

2005-03-26T23:58:00.000-08:00

...My Lil' Aunt the Bride...

...The Arrival of the Groom with the BikerzZz...

...Among with Two Lil' Kuzins & My Bro...

...A Photography with Lil' Kuzin Rahmah...

...Meet up with Dear awhile!...

..::Return Me My Happiness::..

2005-03-23T19:11:00.000-08:00

..Ya..I knoe..Im not supposed to be at home now...Supposed to be wit Dear watchin d' sunset together @ Esplanade...watchin d' night falls & d' beautiful stars...

Im really sad...The hurts start again...
There's a limit to everythin...Ppl can juz call me selfish, not understandin or watsoever...
Dun giv me the hopes...which will yet be crushed still...
Do you knoe that really hurts so much...

I juz want my happiness...our happiness here again...
Juz like d' old times.....

But nvm...
I alreadi know wat your ans will be...
Take cr...

..::It's Finally Our Together Day!::..

2005-03-22T23:47:00.000-08:00

After a Day @ Sentosa, Movie, Dinner & some Laughs wit much Pampered-ness! Really had fun...Gosh...Our skin turns dark!! Aarrghh..my face! Bck to old-netball face..Sux! But nvm..Simply Lurve d' old me! Muacks!!!

..::Life Is Beautiful::..

2005-03-21T11:23:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...
Here's d' updates!

Last Wed

..::HiLdAh @ 16/03/05::..

Yeah! Met up wit Dear for movie...
Ok listen carefully...
I watch Hitch...ya again..
May crazzziiee..but NO!
I love that movie....First I watch wit my peepz...So funny!
Now cn laugh wit Dear!
Gosh! Cn put him wit Mum in same rm & bomb together!
Laugh like nobody biz!
Ahax....So happy to mit him...

Oh ya after movie, my at last Charles Keith sandals broke..
Cnt be worn ever again..So had to head a shop there in WM..
Huh...bought a cute sweet strapless sandals!
Aarrghhh....muz be careful in NYP! =p

Had a great time wit him! Muacks!!!

Last Thur
Yeap! Met up wit Bud & Siz! At last after so long!
Ya..got big probs wit Bud abt her personal life now..
Its a mess....At last me cnt bear to scold or lect her or wat...
I cnt..I simply lurve her too much...
I hav to listen to wat she say & feel...
Juz hope she knoe wat she's doin wit her life rite now...
To Syahid, get bck on ur feet & make some EFFORT NOW!!

Last Fri

..::MUA is A uNisEx clUb okieZz::..

It's SEG Nite....Had to to do some makeup thingy for the performers...
Be it normal makeup or ghost scary makeup..Ahax..
But this time, I lazy to do makeup for themm...
Let the juniors hav more hands-on...Im tired liao..
I wanna retire!!! Can?
Sumore Umaira not there...haix....

Then, had a mini celebration after tat for our Dear Sity..
It was great..a great surprise for her...haha..

Sat
Sleep all day long! Really!!
Nutin to do...wanna do my flash proj oso cnt..
My comp lackin!

Sun
Yeah! It's HiLdAh's 4 years 8 mths AnniVerSary!
Juz wish us for the best!
For as long as we can be!
Muacks!!!!

..::Appreciation::..

2005-03-16T12:05:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...
Today im very happy yet sad...

Happy
So excited to meet him!!!
Hmm, lets c...Now its 12noon...
Still got 6 and half hours to go!!!
Cant wait....MISH HIM!!!
Ahax...

Sad
My Buddy.....
I wanna know what really really happened...
Juz so sudden...
And from wat I heard...
I juz feel sad...angry...thinkin why?
Why came to this way....
Is this the only way out...
Even if it is, are you still gona be the same Bud?
PLS do tell me ...I wana hear from you, yourself....
Straight from your heart......
Luv you.....

..::Its mOi Great Day::..

2005-03-14T23:48:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty....
Today is not mOi Monday Blues..
Instead its my great day ever...
Haha..so hapi...

Dear
Suddenly msg when was hanging out @ Jurong Point...
Can mit this Wed!!!
Yeah...So shocked yet delighted!
Cnt wait for Wed!! Muacks!!!

2nd Birthday for Hamie
Glad that we make Hamie hapy & surprised!!
Secret Mission accomplished...
Yeap...Went J.Point afta that wit Devi & Hamie...
It was great & fun...Im a better host than Hamie still..
Haha...
Cnt wait to shop again there!! So in luv wit J.Point now!!!
Ahax...well, long time haven go there...
So many NEW shops!!!

Siz
So hapy to meet her @ work! At last!
If not for Hamie rushing me, I wuldnt stop toking to her!!!
I mish her so much!!
Ok, this Thur gona meet Siz & Bud....
Got a serious discussion goin to happen...
See ya @ Coffee Bean..not Swesen's this time ard..
Broke! Haha...
Thanz for the discounted price!!!!!
Luv you....

Welcum Bck Umaira!
Yeap...dear Umaira's bck in skul!
So hapy to see her again...
But din get to spend much time wit her...
Nxt time perhaps...
Ahax..her bandage is still 'there'...=p
Poor thing...

Gavin @ Gombak???
Yap..me & devi were shocked to see Gavin..
Alighting @ Gomabak MRT wen we're on our way to J.Point...
For so long, now I know he lives near me???
Haha..the world is so small...
Or should I say Singapore is so small...
Tssst!

..::@ Jurong Point::..

2005-03-14T23:27:00.000-08:00

..Wow, looks like im so excited & hungry...
At last got to eat the Omellete Rice! Marvelous!

..Another Version of the Well-Known Makcik!..

..Disgusting Bugger..

..::Birthday::..

2005-03-14T23:19:00.000-08:00

..::hAPPY 19TH bIRTHDAY hAMIE::.. ..::Ta dah...Here's the secret mission..haha::..

..::Mish Them Vewi Much::..

2005-03-12T21:40:00.000-08:00

....Kate Pompan...

Bud & Siz Day Out
Yeap...Unfortunately, we din get to mit...
It was canceled...Bud's mum wont allow her to go out...
Her mum asked her to study since exams nxt wk...
Sigh...Mish them vewi much...

...::Sssshhhh::...

2005-03-11T22:53:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...

Dear
Cnt wait to see you!
And plzzz....NO MORE ACCIDENTS!
It worries & hurt me so....
Woof2!!

Secret Mission
Ssshhh.....This secret mission only applies to..
hmm..wil tell you soon on Mon...
Haha..Rite peepz?

Goin to d' gym
Hoho...goin to get my butt off d' this chair & head to d' gym!
Wit Rini & Devi tis Sun....
Wonder wats wit me??
Haix...CRMCC makes me eat even further more...
Got to get that fats off me!
Ahaxx....

Buddy
I knew when I saw your status in your frendster as "SINGLE"
I felt somethin fishy goin on...between you & Syahid..
Sumtin muz be it...
Sori for not bein there for you when u need me Bud...
Forgive me so...
Goin hear frm you wat actuali happen tml when you, me & Siz meet!
A.N.A 's Outz!
Mish you glaz...

..::d' Old & d' NeW::..

2005-03-10T23:12:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...
Here's d' updates...

Customer Relationship Mgt Call Center
New stopover wic makes our butt big (coz hav to sit all day attendin d' calls)..
Wic makes our skin dry (coz of the coldness in the office as low as 10 degrees)..
Wic spoilt our mood (coz of the irritating queen complaint customers)...

But so far so gd...since I got my slackers frenz & my ibid matez here...
d' environment quite ok....i got my own desk!!
Decorated liao..hoh..will post d' pix soon!

iBid Flashback
Last Wed got to go bck to iBid rm awhile for physical handover..
So gd....LUV IT! That rm is d' best ok....So big..so freedom!
Hope d' new batch of iBid will handle it well like we did...
Cnt wait to go for their live auction!

Oh ya, ever since the last day of iBid...
Whenever caught up wit Gavin, Cliff, Jason & Nian..always laugh here & there..
They're funny... As long as I caught up wit any of the iBid members, im so glad & hapi...
Ahaxxx....

mOi : Hey Cliff!!!
Cliff : What you want?!
mOi : Take pix! (kiddingly)
Cliff : U ah...

mOi : Hey Gavin...baby face boy!
Gavin : Hey tudung woman....how u doin?

Oh ya btw, he hurt his knee when I last saw him...
Hah..too much exercising at d' gym...

mOi : Nian! Ape je....
Nian : What siah...sepak...PT..PT! (personal training)

Always like to disturb wit Malay words since his gf is Malay..hoho..

Then got 2 met up wit Rini at times for lunch...during sharing session oso...
Jolene oso....Kaka..Joy...Mish them! Muacks!
Cnt wait for Kaka's another birthday party when she invites all d' iBid members!
Ahaxx.....

..::@%#$&^%#::..

2005-03-08T14:25:00.000-08:00

Im mad....really mad...
Even made a sin today in Call Centre...
The word...the most disgusting word ever...
Came out juz from my idiotic horrible mouth...

Eeewww....
Im sad...
I mish Dear, Bud & Siz...so much...
I need you guys...NOW!

..::If Only..::..

2005-03-07T23:41:00.000-08:00

Aarrghhh..
Today juz nt mOi day...
1st, the CRMCC (Customer Relationship Management Call Center) juz sux...
But its not bad oso...Luckily most of my frenz r der..so thankful..
2nd, along d' way got irritated...over d' line...
3rd, waiting period..ggrrr..
4th, in d' crowded full house bus on d' way to tuition...
Cnt fit in any more passengers...yet a nyonya...
Well, a grouchy noisy nyonya tinkin she's some kinda big superstar or VIP..
So fussy...Main senang je mara2 org lain suro move bck..
Like duh..ya cn stil move bck but cnt see isit, its oredi FULL HOUSE!
Cn take other one rite...#%^&$#!!

Lastly, I CULD HAD MEET DEAR juz nw after tuition!
Aarrgghhh....this is d' most frustrating part of d' day!!!
Its like tis...my student & I were like tokin abt ghost stories..
I kinda got scary afta dat...esp wen walkin down d' stairs...
At nite oredi wat..somemore d' place der so sunyi siah...
Eeew...then i called Dad to pick me up..
If not, i wuld had juz go myself as usual..
Its all becoz of d' ghost thingy..
Dear oso nvr tell me EARLIER wen we're on d' fon!

Aaargghh....IM JUZ SO MAD AT MYSELF!!
Monday is simply not my day afterall...
........Monday Blues..........

..::New Stopover-CRMCC::..

2005-03-07T12:35:00.000-08:00

...mOi wiT mY OnlY blOggIe HeaRty In d' Call CenTer...Jz mIshIng iBid sO mUch...And peepZ, thErE's a LiMit arIteS...dOesnT meAn iM qUite Ok Or dIn sAy anyThinG, yOu peepZ cAn gO OverbOarD...JuZ dOn crOss d' LiNe Ok...iM hOldIng On tO mY pAtieNce...thAnx...

...My Plain Own Desk, Phone & PC!...Ahax..

...Yeap...tHiS dEsK belOngS tO OnlY NORAIDAH...

...::The Birthday Boy::..

2005-03-07T12:05:00.000-08:00

...HaPPy 19th BirThdAy, HaMie...

..::First Day in Call Center::..

2005-03-07T12:00:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty....
Here I am n my OWN OFFICE...
Wonder wat im goin to decorate my table? Hmm?
Gona put all pix of Dear, Family, Slackers Inc, Mai, MUA, iBid Team...

The environment here quite cosy...quiet..I cnt make noise like in iBid..
Sigh! But overall, ok lah...looks like now i hav to behave..
Juz gona take one thing at a time...

Ya..abt ytd..
Was fun...relaxing esp at d' swimmin pool..
To all...
Juz need you all or anyone to simply undastan d' 'split personality' of me...
Dun judge me when you dun even noe me...
Thank you so much..
Everyone is born diff...
I noe wat im doin arite...

Muacks....
I mish Dear...
He accident again ytd...
Sigh! Lucky he's ok...

..::Aiman Aqil::..

2005-03-06T18:22:00.000-08:00

...Here's to my new-born nephew! Aiman Aqil...

Congrats to my kuzin, Abg Budi and his wife for havin a lovely son, Aiman Aqil...2wks old now..Today had a small kenduri...'Cukur Rambut'....See his hair alreadi being shaved off..hoho..Hope they will take cr of him well! =p

..::Let's Chill Out::..

2005-03-05T23:56:00.000-08:00

...3 Galz Went Swimmin @ Pool! Gona mish u too Rini...

...d' Gang Went HipHop @ Sentosa!...

..::Last Day in iBid::..

2005-03-04T22:36:00.000-08:00

..::d' iBid Team Members....Gosh...Gonna mish them vewi muchie! All d' best peepz!::..

..::Counting to d' end of iBid::..

2005-03-03T12:27:00.000-08:00

..::Nutin To Do In iBid::..

..::Life's Like That; Full of Colors::..

2005-03-03T00:57:00.000-08:00

..::Like Aunty Like Niece::..

...Crazi-Ness...

..::mOi & lOvelY NieCe::..

..::Damn 'Fishing' Worried!!!::..

2005-03-02T23:50:00.000-08:00

...Something's On Moi Mind...

Hey Hearty...

Yesh...Another 2 more days and iBid will be over..
Another 7weeks are up..So will be goin for the next stopover...
Like duh....at CRMCC..hope wont be getting Call Centre!! Yikes!
Pray hard.....

Another thing...Dear...
Duno anything.....Juz dun wana tell me anytin
About what he wana do now...
What's your plan??!!!
Or are you even bother or care abt your life??
Your future???
Not a single call or msg now!
Total silence...
Again it happened....

My sis, Along asked abt his result....
I stress! Scared to say...
What am I goin to do?

..::Slacking Our Afternoon::..

2005-03-01T17:00:00.000-08:00

...Going ice cream-ing...

..::Daniel @ 19::..

2005-02-28T12:45:00.000-08:00

...The Belated Birthday Boy

...The Gang Went Party...

..::'O' Level Results::..

2005-02-28T10:10:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...
Yap...the moment is here yet again....
Still remember that day....
Culdnt sleep the day before...
Thinking for the worst...
Yikes...

At the hall was like praying so hard...
Din bother to listen to wat that Mrs Clark(my 'dear lovely' principal - bluek!) been babbling abt...
Upon getting the results, jump for joy...cries...hugs Bud, Banana...
So happy....That moment...
Nvm..
What's past is past rite...

Gez Dear din get to sleep ytd nite..
Or isit sleeping like a log..snoring away....
Hmmm???

My kuzin oso gona take his result later...
Some of my old Kranji Frenz oso....
Gosh...im so nervous for them!!!

Hope evrything goes well...
Haiz!!! I wana go to Kranji Sec so that i'll be able to know Dear's result the moment he's out!
Issshh....this TEP thingy sux big tyme!!
Luv you Dear...Gd luck to you & everyone....
Muackssss! Hugsssss!

..::@ Compass Point::..

2005-02-27T20:15:00.000-08:00

...On the way to Compass Point...

Hey Hearty...
Went to Compass Point juz now...wit Sis Along & Cute Niece Suhailah...
Sis wanted to get the 7600 Nokia since its on promotion there during roadshow..
But no more stocks!
Singaporeans sure are kiasu & fast huh...

It was our first time there...It was so big!
And great!! The bag shop there are so creative & unique!
And so many food stores!
Ok peepz..sick of Causeway Point..
Lets head down to Compass Point now...!!!

Oh ya..while eating..there's this 3 guys...from PizzaHut...
Oso eating..sitting behind us..
They're like tokin behind my bck..heard wat "....Bukit batok.."
I look...oh ya..one of them its Jalal's (Pri sch mate)elder bro..no wonder..

Took pix on the way trying my new digi cam even tho its nt wat i wanted...
Be glad & appreciate...Its shared between dear Mum & me...
She set so many rules abt handling the new digi cam...
Ya..ya..i noe i cnt take cr of things..
Duh...the pix's up in my Picture Gallery...
Abt the SBM Pageant's pix wil hav to wait arite...
Muacks!

P/S : Rushing for - iBid Weekly & Monthly Report
- iBid AAR Report
- Personal Selling Report
- Summary Report
- Executive Summary/Touch up on Creativity Project

..::SBM Pageant 2005::..

2005-02-26T22:38:00.000-08:00

...Worried...

Hey Hearty...
So so so tired after a whole day of the SBM Pageant ytd...
But was so happy for evryone....for their hard work...
This was the biggest event ever...

The show was superb...Everyone did great!
We, MUA were screaming..shouting like hell for Hamza, Zhao, Jun, Shawn....
In fact everyone! We LOVE them so much!
You rock ppl.. *Hugs peepz*

Congrats Gabriel and Rain for bein the Mr/Ms SBM Pageant!
1st runner up - Lil' Young Kid (Zhao) & Queenie
2nd runner up - Forgot who & Maria

Wil post up the pix for that day soon!
*Ahaks*

..::Eventful::..

2005-02-24T23:50:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...
Zzzzz....Muacks!

LaTeNeSs:
For the 4th consecutive day ive been late...
Aidah! ZZzzz...

iBid GaRaGe LiVe AucTiOn:
Nervous-NeSss beholds me...
Afraid there'll be no one..
But it turned out ok...
Supervisor Mr Ong on leave...
Abit of lie-NeSss goin on...
Right Membership Team? *Ahakx*
Ssshhhh.......

MoI 2-mths Old ChaRles & KeIth BlaCk SaNdal:
Aaaarrgghhhh....
For the 3rd time....my Charles & Keith sandals' sole peeled off....
Eeww...Was it my fault......OR the brand?
Hmm..i wonder!

SBM PagEanT ReHeArsAl:
Turn out last min the EM ppl called to say no need make-up for the contestants juz now....
Wil only nid it tml on the actual day....Shux! No professionalism in dealing customer!
Bad customer service...Nvm Aidah, ENDURANCE!

Overall...it was ok...very fun looking at the event rehearsal jz now...
The guys contestants ah..Haiyo! last part, no coordination!
Maybe taken the germs of 'No sense of direction' from Hamza...Haha
Like me & Devi advised....your walking...that is your shoulders..
Well, tml will help you again...
You guys can do it tml....team work!

Hmm...Ms Photogenic? Think it will be Rain...Jun
As for the Mr Photogenic? Think wil be Benson..Hamza...and the other guy name duno who..
Maybe Gabriel too will....well, if he smiles more that is... *Smilez*

Gosh hav to be in Make-up Artiste Rm by 830am for SBM Pageant tml..
Wonder if i can wake up....

P/S : Im worried.......

..::Give Me A Break...Please... ::..

2005-02-23T01:26:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...
ZZzzzzz....ShuXxxx!

Ytd Monday...
Abit late for skul...
This in-skul attchment is driving me crazy...8.30am-6pm!!!
After block leave lazy to wake up..so LATE!

Running down the stairs...
BAD! Wat the fish....
Smelt sumtin juz when i was goin down...
Gez wat...Amazed, one big round of SHIT!!!
Yah..u noe..PANG SAI....BIG BUSINESS...

But wait..HOLD ON...
Not me of coz...
But i duno who..but it jz sux..
Obvious it belongs to HUMAN! Confirmed!
End of story...Dun wana tok abt it..
So unreasonable resident!
I pitied the Bangla cleaner...Sigh!
I salute him ok!

Aaarrghhhh...Monday Blues..
Back to iBid..MOODY! PRESSURE!
Mish Dear...

Ok then..Today..Gosh..
Woke up at 7am...totally LATE!
Haven iron my clothes..Dammit...
Reach iBid at 9plus...
Dammit..so tired ok....
My gums still hurt..Back & eye pain due to long hrs in front PC in iBid..
Due to the comin last Garage Live Auction this thur...

Poor Devi...had a SHORT SHOCKING MOMENT juz now..
Lost her precious wallet..got her IC..
Luckily a kind soul found & return to the SA Office..Muacks!
Bless that person! =p
Be rewarded in heaven!

After sign-out frm iBid...M.U.A Meeting...
Felt heavy to go...VERY TIRED! Still go...
Discuss lots of interesting ideas cumin up in future...*Ahakz*
Gosh...sumore got tuition for my lil' kuzin, Khalid...
I mish Dear...badly..so bad...

Now, its oredi 1.24am...
Aarrggh.....I REALLY NEED A BREAK!
SERIOUS! FROM EVERYTHING!

P/S: Hapi Belated 19th Bday, Seri....May everything goes well in your life...Just stay happy and smile always...All the best....

..::Watever::..

2005-02-21T12:50:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...

First day in iBid (attachment) afta 1wk of block leave...
It seems so like first day in skul...Sux totally..

So sleepy....
Feeling so cranky...
So yacky....
So yucky...
Yikes...

Juz leave me alone.....

..::Melayu..My Language::..

2005-02-20T13:13:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty..
Duno why..nowadays im beginning to appreciate Malay songs more..
Even Mum said that my Bahasa Melayu nw totally sux..
Din even noe sum of the meaning...
Gosh..am i malay or wat...

Sumore since poly..
In skul always speak Eng..
Even when speking to a malay person...
Coz get used to it oredi..
Multi-racial frens...classmates....lecturers...

But i love this Hazrul Nizam's song the best!
Afta watching APM last fri..i wanted to d/l Melly Goeslaw's song..
"Tak Tahan Lagi"..its nicey...
Coz me TAK TAHAN liao!
*Smilez Angrily*

But culdnt find to put in my blog..
Psst....
Bt still manged to find Misha Omar - "Pulangkan"...
*Smilez Sweetly*
She's pretty! Still haven watch the movie - Seriau...
Anyone hav the vcd to lend me? hehe..

Sigh..lazy to tutor my kuzin later..
Lazy day...

(*****4yrs 7mths*****)

..::Oouch! My Gums Hurt Badly::..

2005-02-20T12:50:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...
Din go for my madrasah juz nw..
Overslept...as usual..
Ever since my block been waking up ard 12plus siah...
Wonder how to go skul tml...
Skuls atrs again tml..
So hav to wake up as early as 630am...
Sigh!
Still wana hav sumore leave...=p

The gang went to Sentosa today...
Im nt..its like im the only gal goin..nt nice...
Nvm...dun wana tok abt it...

Niwae, my gums on d' right side of my mouth hurts so bad ok...
Wana eat oso so difficult...it HURTS!
Even when wana open my mouth...it HURTS so much...
Gosh...Spoilt my mood...

Sumore, my 4th lil' sis always make me mad...
Nvr appreciate my kindness & concern towards her!
Dammit!
Its like we're nvr siblings..we're ENEMY!
Tell me ok.......
Wic sis wuld be so violent as to beat her elder sis?
Melawan je tak abis2...
Wic sis wuld MAKI her elder sis?
Esp wic sis wuld say that her elder sis is better off DEAD?
And she said she cnt even wait for ME TO DIE SOON!

Im drowning oredi....
No respect at all....
I gez if im gone, she'll be laughing giggling inside her heart....
Psstt..............................................

Another thing is....
My DAD....
Ok i wont deny that i do love my dad....
He sacrifices alot for his family esp his children...
Cn see the color of his skin wat now......
Frm a young VERY FAIR-LOOKING guy (ppl mistook him as chinese last time)...
To a VERY DARK CHARCOAL-LOOKING guy...
My uncles tried working wit him before in this line (making ships near the sea)...
But they quit easily..so quickly...
Why?

Coz its SO DAMN HOT....HOT..HOT..
Cn burn ur skin ok....
My dad gt the burn...peeling skin..
But he's used to it....
So many damn yrs...
But he nvr complain....
Now oredi in his 50s...
But for his children's sake....
He works on...
(BUT DAMN BLOODY LIL' SIS JUZ DUN APPRECIATE HIM)

Ok, thats one side that he's gd..
But the other side is..
I dun like it the way he treats Mum now...
Remeber the long period where i cough so bad
Till suspect of bronchitis lah..Tb lah..asthmatic cough in the end..
But my dad was like not hesitating of sending me to c doc...

But when it cums to Mum...
He din really like take in so much concern...
Meringan-ringankan lak...
Ytd, mum complaint of pain at the back..
When urine oso pain...
She scared gt diabetes....
Wanted to go doc...
Told dad to leave $ b4 go work so Mum cn go doc..
He din..
(Well, lets take it he FORGOT)

Then, dad at nite go aunt's hse watch SOCCER...
Dammit...
Mum waiting...in the end, accompany her go doc since cnt tahan..
As we're abt to go..Dad came home..
Yah..ard 11plus...
We all go together AT LAST...
But HIS FACE so TAK SUKA lidat...

hellooooo.....w/o Mum he wont be here ok...
i mean as in rumah tak teratur...
no one will wash his clothes...
no one will listen to his "when he mengadu to Mum at nite like wat Mum told me"...
no one will COOK...
Everything ok....

Iiisshh.....it seems NO ONE APPRECIATE ONE ANOTHER NOW......
God Dammit ppl...
Pls wake up.....
Dun regret only when they're gone lah...
Stupid idiot....

Dun cry so BADLY like one crazy person minta ampun on their funeral day...
Why ppl only realised it only when they're gone...
Only start to appreciate when its too late...
When they're still fully fresh alive.....PPL HACK CARE...
TAKE THINGS LIGHTLY....
Pissed off!

Why nt make full use of this PRECIOUS TIME that you hav now..
When you're STILL KICKING ALIVE??? SHAKING LEGS????

Ok juz shuddup..........

(*****4yrs 7mths*****)

..::Anugerah Planet Musik 2005::..

2005-02-19T00:27:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...
Juzz got bck home from tutoring...
Haix..cn go crazy teaching this student..
Nak melebih cikgu!
Asyik ckp je..Byk soal!
Its like he ask qns so beyond ahead!
Too genius liao..
Too dumb for words...
80% we talk crap..20% do work..
Haha...

No wonder my kuzin told me b4 that this student of hers byk soal..
Talkative sgt...
Actually, he's my kuzin's student..but she nvr take accounts..
So culdnt teach Aidil (the Sec 3 student) anymore..
So since im in a/c course..she offered me the job...
Sigh!

Ok now..bck to APM..
Only get to watch the last few parts..
Oh wait..on my way home in the bus juz nw, suddenly Cikgu Fazalina msg..
Weird..she will only msg on occassions like Hari Raya etc..
But then, she msg asking whether the one singing on stage is really Nabawi..
She was shocked...Oso asked how abt his studies all that..
Ok..how i noe..eeeww...im not his bestfren or wat rite..
Since he's becum a singer in his band, Bumi..da tak contact langsung pun pe..

Shockedly, she even say Nabawi dun look gd..
I said still he got the voice..so why nt rite..
Again, i was shocked...
She even suggested Dear to be singer oso since he gt the looks..
I was like...duh..Cikgu buat kelakar seh..
Its like as if Dear wana sing lidat...
Haha...

Ok..i LOOOVVEE Ct Nurhaliza's clothe!!!
So nicey! The green is nice...Everything!
Wonder whu's the designer! Psstt...
The 3 Divas looked great together....

Oh ya..the best of all...
The 4 Host...Sara, Shanti, Adi Rahman & the other 4gt the name..hehe
They rocks! So funny....Even better if Suhaimi Yusof joins in the gang!
Gempar! Habis roboh stage tu...these bunch of dramatic jokerz! =p

..::To Everyone::..

2005-02-18T01:20:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty....
Its been awhile...
Duno why ive been into more updating the layout than entries..
As u cn see...this is like my 4th Version of blog..
Sigh..took the wrong course..
Should hav taken IT course rite...
Since I like to do all these stuffs..
Even tho figuring out the codes all that are a HEADACHES!

Had quite a chat wit an old schoolmate..Seri
Wasnt that close or nvr like tok much last time...
But now like frens..Its like all the past had been buried for gd..
At least all the questions in mind had been cleared during our chat juz now..
No more wonderings...
But still confused...
Nvm..

Duno today its like Kranji Day..
Esp since the past few days..
First its Wana..thru makeup artiste found her blog..
Then, Anuar made a new blog....
Ya..its true..cnt believe it..for the FIRST TIME!

Then thru him, found Cicak...
Thru Cicak got to see most of the junior Kranjians blog too..
Oso found Fandi's blog thru his msn nick...
Then out of nowhere, Joel dropppin by..on the chatterbox!
Ya..duh..Joel! Cnt believe it..This old partner of mine!

Whoa..anything is possible nowadays..
Even Fandi cn finished his loss report in juz 2 or 3days..
Fuyoh....
Wonder Xian Zhao..or even Eugene drop by!
Haha..I wish!

To my fellow frens in Kranji...
I really really mish you all lots!!!
Muacks!!!
Kranji Sec rulez! Hmm..even tho the discipline sux..hehe

To my lil' bro, Syahid...
Im sorry for the loss of ur grandpa..
You noe Huda will be der for ya..
Hmm, Allah luvs ur grandpa more...
Bersabar je...

To Daniel...
Dun weri aritez fren...
Everythin's gonna be fine for tml's presentation...
Juz hack care abt those audience..
Juz treat them as bunch of monkeys!
Dun let them drag u dwn!
Dump all those bad comments..
And fart on them! =p

To my eldest sis, Along...
U too hav to be patient...
In life, patience is a MUST...
And i really admire ur determination & string will to live on..
For ur daughter's sake, u fight on..nvr giv up...
Sori for not bein able to help financially...
But u noe im here...
Muacks!

And finally to Dear...
Dun weri..Its ok arite...
I undastood..Juz gonna take things one at a time...
U juz take cr of urself aritez...
Mish you vewi muchie...Muacksss!

..::Ex-Valentines' Day-cum-Friendship Day::..

2005-02-14T01:10:00.000-08:00

To Bud, Siz & Habsah...

Those secondary sch days...
We treat this Valentines' day as Friendship Day
Even tho friendship is like in April 7th..
Luv you all...

Eash msg saying abt all this stuffs..
She still remembers after all..=p
Yah..we all exchange gifts to one another...
So happy...

Thats why i always say..
"Valentines' Day is nt juz for couples ok! Its for Friendship too!"
Hehehe....

First, it was like 5 of us...The Kewl Gurlz...
Bud, Siz, Habsah, Yana & myself...
Then left 4....w/o Yana...

..::A Symbol of Our friendship::..
Well...the symbol represents Habsah, Aidah, Nurul (Huda) & Aishah (Eash)..Thats why its H.A.N.A...wat a close friendship that time..=p

Now...its 3 of us...
Bud..Me and Siz..

Even tho after wat happened few mths bck...
Duno why my heart still treat Habsah as part of me..
My bestfwen too..like Bud & Siz...
Mish her vewi vewi much...

Happy Friendship Day, Gurlfrenz.....
Muacks!!!! Mish you galz........

..::SweSen's::..

..::Sweet Lil' BestFweNs::..

..::Ah! Posing during TEP! =p::..

..::Goodbye Valentines' Day::..

2005-02-14T00:15:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...
Another 5 mins will be Valentines' Day..
Well, its gonna be my last Val. Day arite...
So sad huh...

Yah..
After my Ustaz juz now explained deep into our heads in class..
Wat an EFFECT on me siah..

He... telling the history behind this Val. Day...
Yah true..
Actually..as a matter of fact...we, Muslims cnt celebrate Val. Day rite...

The History Of Valentines' Day:
-The People of Europe..the Romans-
A martyr named, St. Valentino falls in love with a princess...
But King Claudius II did not approve of it...
So, he demanded him to stop this relationship...
But St. Valentino was determined by his love for the princess...
He stills wana be with the princess...

With that, he was killed by the order of the King...
It was on the 14th February 270 M...
Since then, the people declared this day...a Christian day..
To remember and honor his death for his courage, determination towards his true love...
It was supposed to be a religious day...for the Christians...

But since 16 M, this religious day started to lose and forgotten...
And turns to a couples loving day.....
Since it relates to the loving relationship of late St. Valentino and the princess...

In the language of Perancis Normandia,
A word, "Galentine" means galant or simply love...
Therefore, the word Galentine and Valentine caused people to think that youngsters should look for their love on 14th February....

People nowadays know Valentines' Day as couple lovey day...
But they never bothered to know why is there such a day?
Whats the story behind it?
http://azam.name/artikel/valentine.html

Yah..me too was ignorant, not knowing the reasons behind this Val. Day...
Juz celebrate w/o knowing how this day cums..why it's Valentine?
Knew cnt celebrate this day but still sort of celebrate..
Its a day for the Cristians...not Islam rite...
Dratz..Aidah!

Sigh...poor late St. Valentino...Fighting for his love even if it means death...
In the memory of late St. Valentino...
But its true all Kings had NO BRAINS...
They nvr think before decision...
Nvr investigate or watever...juz LOVE TO GIVE UNREASONABLE ORDERS...
Juz based on his own thinkings AND his followers talks/advise AND rumors...

See the story of "Singapore Being Hit By Swordfish"/"Singapura Dilanggar Todak"..
This is a gd example...
Poor the lil' kid who saved Singapore...
His genius idea of the bamboo thingy from preventing the swordfish frm killing more ppl..
Turns out to be a bad consequences for him instead of rewards or compliments...
The King is so stupid...
Come on..he's juz a kid..
Why wuld he wana take ur place as a King..
Helo..he's juz trying to help here...duh..

Another GOOD example..."Hang Jebat & Hang Tuah"..
This made me frustrated even more...betwn friendships & carrying out King's order...
Stupid King...stupid Hang Tuah...
Dun wana elaborate more...
Hmmppzz!

Sigh...wats wit me today..
So emotional...its all in the past wat Aidah!
Haiz..gona take time for this change..
Not celebrating V.day!!!!

Well...for the last time...
Happy Valentines' Day, Dear.......

..::My Lil' Puppy Woof2 Boy::..

Happy Valentines' Day Buddy (Huda) & Siz (Eash) & Lil' Bro (Syahid)....

..::Eash & Bud::..

..::Huggable BestFwens::..

..::Syahid, Bud & Me During NYP Open Hse::..

To Habsah too..

..:Sweet Lil' Banana::..

Slackers Inc too...

..::Slackers Inc::..

To Mai whus recovering at home...

..::Umaira..See Her Slumber Face! hehe..::..

To My Kucing Parsi, Atiqah!...

..::AtiQah Meow is the one beside Mrs Cheong! She's my netball mate-cum-lover!::..

To My Netball Galz...

..::Kranji Netball Rulez::..

And to My Kranji Class of Sec 3C/4C...

..::We're forever the Champions in Folkdance::..

..::Class Outing to PizzaHut..A treat frm dear Ms Losiny & Mrs Cheong!::..

Muacks..Luv you all...

..::Thank You::..

2005-02-11T23:15:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty..
So Happy today....
Luckily in the end decided to mit up still..
If not, i'l regret!
Since today we had the chance to mit, so why not...

Juz dun want to prolong my merajuk-ness...
Put that aside..
Juz wana appreciate the time that we have now..

See his face...i 4gt abt my angry-ness, frustration, merajok-ness..
Haha...Mish him so much...
Sori abt your tired-ness...
Sori for not bein undastanding...
You gotta wrk right after the movie...
I thanked you for that....

Nxt wk is the start of my block leave...
1wk....Thinkin of how to spend them wisely...
Study & plan strategy for my tutoring..haha..
Hang outs with frenzies..Sentosa..swimming..movie
But really hope..culd spent them with Dear...

Sad to hear...
He said that nxt wk...he din hav any off day...
That juz sux...
Wat the fish...
Sigh!

He's gona quit wrkin at RoundsMidNite..
Juz stick to Pizzahut...
Duno whether its a gd or bad thing...
Of coz, its gd...that place isnt gd for any humans to wrk...
But i duno..whether things are goin to be better..
Or the same...
More time......or still the same...

Well...
Im juz here..
Waiting....

..::I Pray::..

2005-02-11T13:35:00.000-08:00

Yeap..
Still mitin him..in the end..
145pm pat kedai mama near my blok..
Will catch a 220pm show instead since we missed 1215 show..

Pray...really hope that everything's gonna be ok...juz fine..
Ok gtg...

..::Are You With Me::..

2005-02-11T12:16:00.000-08:00

Its 1216pm now...
Movie at 1215pm.."Feng Shui"
Yet now.. Still at home...
You? I gez you're back to sleep..rite?
Since you've stop messaging..
Even tho i ask you a serious qns...
Sux..it juz sux..

You're juz not lookin 4ward to this..
Juz not you...
Why bother...

What the fish...
Totally sux..
Totally disappointing...
Totally hurt...

I wana mit you...
But not this way...
Aaarrgghh...............................

Im no longer your first priority..........
No longer important to you......
Even if Im gone, you wont even noticed.......

..::Waiting...Waiting...And Waiting::..

2005-02-11T09:15:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...
Supposed to be in skul..
Yet im now at home..
Gona get a hell piece of mind frm that Ong...OMG!
Ponteng..goin out wit Dear..
Hope it will turn out smoothly...
Not like last time..Dratz..
We'll c how arite...
Will continue later...

..::Not My DAy::..

2005-02-07T16:30:00.000-08:00

Eeww..
I Juz feel yucky...sucky...
So tired...sleepy..
Hav to go for tuition sumore..
Yucks...

..::"DIPLOMA IN VIDEOSHOOT"::..

2005-02-03T01:15:00.000-08:00

....1st SCENE of the day....

...2nd SCENE - How to act CUTE...

...3rd SCENE - Being in 'half' RA film...

...4th SCENE - Acting nerds...

5th SCENE - Somethin SMELLY or.....??!

....6th SCENE - I failed to act ANGRY!...

...7th SCENE - I duno wat tis scene is..haha..

...8th SCENE - Back to our NORMAL self..I gez...=p

...10th SCENE - Fourth party! Well, all the GOSSIPERS!..

...FINAL SCENE - The M.U.A BaBeZ!! Muacks!!..

..::Early Morning::..

2005-02-02T17:50:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty..
A VERY VERY Gd Morning...
Its only like 545am rite now...
So surprising that i cn wake up this early...
Juz to make egg sandwich for skul later..
Budget...saving $ for Valentines'... =p

But wat i feel rite now is..
Im really reallly TIRED...
Ytd was like a very busy day...
That i 4got that i hav an "icecream break" wit Daniel after 430pm...
Gosh! Im dying..STRESS
Devi on MC ytd..hope shes fine...
Hamza too on MC but longer...3days!
Nxt time ard will be ME!
Lets c if tat ONG will disturb me!

TIRED AND SLEEPY!

There I go..So Sleepy! Eyebags Underneath...Sad

Like a sleepyhead baby!

..::If You Dun Trust Me Dear, Fine Wit Me::..

2005-01-31T00:47:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...
Juz finish ironing all my clothes...
Been cumin late 4 skul nowadays...overslpt
So its juz 4 emergency..easier tis way rite
Felt guilty to alwasy ask Devi & Kathika to sign-in 4 me..
Sori gals..You gals will be rewarded in Heaven!

Ooopss...Sori Irman..Its ur bday ytd..
Slip off my mind! So sori..
How 4gtful i am to wish u..
Hapi Belated Bday, Man!
Gd luck & all the best in ur bike license!

Ok, im pissed off wit Dear juz now..
We RARELY meet and he still bring out that "issue"..
Simply purposely wana irritate me...
Cn stil ask y i suddenly went quiet!
Duh...Nvr trust me..
FINE...

Ok startin tml will be a busy day in iBid..
Lots of things to do...
AMK vendors..Recruitment of membership..
Update new members in database..
Update the gantt chart...transaction count 4 last thur auction..
Proposal for the upcumin Valentines' Live Auction...
Minutes of every meetin...New items for auction..
Publicity....ICA...
Bla..bla...hate bein the leader..
That Ong kept pesterin me! Sux!

Ok gdnyte everyone...

..::Early Afternoon::..

2005-01-29T12:30:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty..
Its 1230 now...Juz wake up!
Argh..so tired...at last get to sleep til tis afternoon..
But its due to ytd tiredness...
The skul event lah...then update & make sum changes to my blog...
Abit messy lah..duno y i did it til like 440am siah...

Thats me..wen on the comp esp doin my blog, i cn stay there for like forever!
Siao rite...Im juz bein me wat
Oh ya..so sori Abg Zar...reali sori
So tired ah...body & leg aching...I wish i cn get bck to sleep!
Dun weri its my treat arite...
So sori...

Ok now im hungry...
But nutin much to eat..
Wers mum..so late cum bck frm mkt wit my lil' bro..

..::HipHopLaRasta::..

2005-01-29T01:40:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty...
Here i am again continue abt the rest of 2day..
Yah..the HiphopLaRasta in skul..

It was quite an event...
A number of my peepz came like Wana, Farhanah, Ritha, the guys, Huda (Hamie's freshie) etc..
It was fun! Bt suddenly out of nower in the middle of the event i went out accompanied by Hamie..Duno why oso..was frustrated...
Always cnt make it....duno wen will be the day that can make it..
Dear..Dear..work..work..work..
Sigh!
Thanz Hamie for accompanying me in the rm..
Thanz Abg Zar for accompanying me oso tru the fon...
Had a great talk...2 yrs oredi haven catch things up...
Haha...

Niwae bck to M.U.A Rm...
We all slack ard there...they all playing all sorts of games..
UNTIL the last '007' game, i was bein dragged into the game..
Gosh! Idiotic Antz & Fiz..!
But it was fun..
Had laughs..surprise coz u noe got tis 'BANG' thingy..
Got sum tricks there..the guys lah..
Luckily i learnt fast...phew!

Haha...Devi got the most forfeit...followed by Tulsi (Hamie's freshie)...
In fact, everyone get forfeit...That Fiz! WILL TAKE REVENGE!
And gez wat...we had so much fun that we din realised the time..
It was 1045pm! Gosh..the gate's locked!
Fine..stucked here..fun!

At least even if we're stucked in skul, we're stucked together..
So i gez juz continue wit the game till the nxt day..Haha
I WISH!
Niwae, we managed to get out tho AFTER few turns from 1 gate to another!
Blame on Antz for giving wrong infos! =p

The night was so beautiful...aarrggh..
Too bad Wana, our wonderful pix freak din bring her cool digi cam...
I like her digi cam..can turn and turn! Hehe..
Her siz was using for sum event..isit? I gez..
Hmm so sad...
Ok no more say..if not Wana will be even more angry at herself!
Hehe..
Glad that we still can meet up here in NYP even tho graduate liao...
From Kranji Sec..to netball...to NYP...to M.U.A....haha..
Fated to still be frens...mish netball! aaarrggghh!
Then, met Irman in the mrt..wen he wans to alight at Yew Tee the wana say hi...
Haiyo!

Ok last info of the day...
Add another happpiness to the day..
The frustration over liao..
Can meet Dear..Yeah! Muacks!
Since he finish werk at 11pm..
So im on my way home...
So decide to mit awhile at b.gombak mrt..
Ride on his bike...
Mish tat..but mish him even more!
Get to pinch his nose..since he always brag abt his mancung nose
So i tried to make his nose flat! =p

Thanz Dear...Gdnyte..
Muacks! Luv ya...

P/S:
Hamie - Better go c doc...coz u might not noe wat went into ur eye...Eyes infection is not a
joke ok....And pls be more hygiene in handling ur contact lens!
Huda - thanz 4 buyin the Valentines' Cookies from me! Will return u the favor wen u havin
ur personal selling nxt semester arite! And oso for readin my blog often! =p

..::A Day in iBid::..

2005-01-28T14:55:00.000-08:00

Im here in iBid rm..
So relaxing 2day..nid nt hav to go to AMK for the shopkeepers..
Phew...

Missing Dear..waitin for his call..
Coz its like nowadays he cols almost evryday..
Im glad...so lets c how 2day..
Mish him! Muacks! Woof-woof..

Hmm so far iBid is alrite..
Its juz that its tiring bein a leader..
Its like u hav to noe evrytin..be responsible of everytin..bla..bla..
Luckily got Nian & Jolene to help..
Nian quite ok...sociable..not like the typical one..
Gavin funny type..always joke ard..a gd speaker too!
Jason is the team's daddy...hehe..
Cliff's ok..got the serious look abit..i like scared to tok to him..haha
Jolene...she's soft...sumtimes cnt hear wht she says siah..haha but she makes gd cookies!
Vanessa..she's ok too...but duno why my guys make fun of her..!
The other teams ..Rini(cute & sweet), Tika(blur queen..hehe), Esther(intelligent), Joy (also blur & always get bullied by my guys)..All fun!
Mr Terence Ong?
Hmmppz! He is so last min person, demanding, domineering, irritating bugger...

Ok..now im bored..its only 2.40pm now..
Gosh! Oh ya...I juz realised my class (AF0302) is quite a big no. in BPOS..
Juz now we took pix as a class..
Ok..now i miz them..miz AF0302 so much...

Duno nowadays i miz so many ppl..
Ytd saw bud (Huda)..Mish her so much!
Mish siz (Eash)..Mish banana (Habsah)..
Mish Umaira..not Devi (shes juz beside me!) hehe...Muacks!
Mish Slackers' Inc (Zhao, Hamie, Jaja & Devi)..
Mish my godbro (Abg Zar)...
Mish EM/Roadshow (Eunice, Tika, Audrey, Sheila, Andrew, Wilson, Serene, Antz, Husnul, Max, Jia Rong, Feng Ying, Chong Yu, Ms Tan)...
Mish Kranji Netball (Peggen-My lover, Yen Fang- Captain, Stephanie-My Scandal, Beng Li, Pei Lee, Atiqah-My Cat, Wana-My Junior Clique, Kak Mas, Cairong, Yen Ling, Grace, Filzah, Ms Koh-Coach, Sarah-Asst. Coach)

Especially Dear!
Mish him vewi vewi vewi much!
MUacks! Love you!

Cnt wait for the HipHopLaRasta later!
Hope wont c the horsey..
Ok bye!

..::NYP Open House 2005!::..

2005-01-25T09:41:00.000-08:00

Hey Hearty!
Its been long since i drop by...
So busy ever since the new stopover..iBid..sux!
But at least no TYPICAL CHINESE around here..Hah!

Ok lets move on to the great open hse!
So fun..our Makeup Artiste get recognised juz by that day! WOW!
Muacks! That fashion show!

It was fun..really..the juniors were having fun doin henns, glitter tattoo & nail arts..
Well sum even enjoy promoting our club..the future PR! =p
Even the StageArts ppl came over for henna..they're fun to be wit! They're cool!
Oh ya..i was doin henna for the 1st time on belly button on Sara frm StageArts..
We went to the back to do henna...kate pompan!
I was nervous actually since i nvr did on belly button b4!
Scared not nice coz i was trembling!
Sara pun rase geli..so funny! Took pix 2gether..

Oh ya the fashion show on the 2nd day..
Really cool..Thanx to the juniors, VP, Treasurer & the 3 lil' cool guys!
Thanz Shawn, Hamie & Dear Zhao!
Cant wait for the Club Crawl!

Ok gtg for lect...Byeee..Will continue..

..::Selamat Hari Jadi::..

2005-01-13T00:00:00.000-08:00

Hey..
Happy 19th Birthday, My Dear Lil' Puppy Boy!
Woof=woof!

Muacks! Zillions of kisses and huggies! =p
Stay happy always and take care of your health!
And dun overwork!!!

..::LoVe iS pArT oF LiFe::..

2005-01-11T12:47:00.000-08:00

Hey..
In the rm juz finished my personal selling report!
Phew..luckily..coz tml im not cumin..
Yeah..Dear's Day!
*Muacks*

Aniwae...

Lets talk abt love..
Hmm...i felt piss off/mad/confused/duno lah..
Ytd was a solemn day..

I knew Devi...sumtin's was wrong when u juz kept quiet there
You are so down..so unlike u..
But nvm, i knoe u wana be alone first..

Shocked, Umaira oso broke into tears..
I duno wat to say..
Thats me..no words to say & cnt cry easily in front of ppl!
So sori...

Now, I knoe the truth..
Why are guys lidat?
Making gals broke into tears, givin them confusion & insecurity...
Sumtings wrong..but guys..listen

In a relationship, you shuld tell your girlfriend the truth in evrythin that you did..
Even tho you dun wana burden or make things difficult for your girlfren..
At least you culd do is tell the REAL REASON RIGHT FROM YOUR HEART..
Thats the least you culd do..Coz thats what every gal would like to knoe
Rather than havin both to suffer....or havin the gal wondering why..

I knoe that we as gals too cnt juz listen to one side of the story..
We all have to be fair...
Have to listen to both sides of the story..
Truth is everythin

No matter wat, confide in each other...be it the news would be ugly or beautiful
I knoe certain things cnt be told or shuld be kept secrets..
But then again not to the extent of hurtin the heart of a person...

Juz dun take things or people for granted..
Coz you cnt afford to regret when you lose them away from your life
Or even away from this beautiful world......

*1 more beautiful day to go!*

..::HuMaNiTy::..

2005-01-10T13:12:00.000-08:00

Hey...
Today nutin much to do..
Juz had discussion wit Ms Tan abt the Tsunami Funds Raising...
3 more days to the event..
Yet sum guys can still joke & laugh abt it...
They watched the video abt the Tsunami & laugh abt it..
These ppl shuldnt EXIST!
Ppl there are sufferring & felt loss..
Yet...SIGH!

Niwae, duno why since last Fri I realli dun feel like tokin..
Felt down..Like no moood to talk..
Why?

Nevertheless, im excited tho for this Wed!
Yeah..goin to mit Dear! Spent the whole day wit him!
To celebrate his 19th advanced bday!
*Muacks* Miz him vewi muchie!!!

He & eldest sis, Along are gona be closer
since they're wrkin 2gether..
Haha...

Tml gona go see doc again..
Since she said after medicine finished muz see her..
Hah very sian oredi kept goin to the doc..
Hope everythin gona be arite....

Ok bye..

*2 more days...Muacks*

..::Scared::..

2005-01-07T13:34:00.000-08:00

Hey...
Ytd, doc called to say abt the X-ray..
Said muz go see him and took new strong medicine..
Again..dad have to fork out $$$
Poor him..

Went to doc wit Mum and my kepo niece, Suhailah..
Shes gettin more and more round..=p
Luckily, not many ppl..

Doc showed me the X-ray...
Whoa...my lungs like not complete..
Its been covered wit sumtin...Esp my left one
Doc said its the germs...infections
She even nag at me tat this is the consequences for delayin to go doc
Afta 1mth then i went to see doc since my chest hurts everytime i cough
Out of breath..

Then bla..bla..Ask whether i wana take the medicine from the specialist at hospital or juz from her...Mum asked wats the diff...Means if hospital there i may be warded there..
NO! No way ok....Nxt wk its bday Dear! Sumore The Tsunami Fund Raisin...
I cnt...

Troblesome..juz take the medicine she prescribed..
Given antibiotics (so big) & for phlegm..
Said after finish these medicine hav to see her again & take X-ray..
To go for TB test...(!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Duh..$$$ again..
And gez how much is the total for the antibiotics & phlegm?
Its $46! WHOA! Coz each cost like $7!
Aaarrgghh....total so far my dad had spent $98!

A I dun wanna leave at this time...
So many unfinished things to do.............

Now, in the rm..im freezing like hell...
Got a bit of fever!
I wana go home and look for my bed and bolster....
But this stupid test wnt let me!
I dint even touch ytd nite....
After eatin medicine, i felt so weak that I juz go slept...

But I was awakened by Dear's msg ard 115am...
Really miz him so much....

4 more days to meetin Dear!

..::Dun Judge Me When You Dun Even Know About My Life!::..

2005-01-06T13:52:00.000-08:00

Hey..
Wonder when my doc gona call me abt the X-ray..
Its gettin bad..
No improvement bsides the medicines..

Niwae..I feel sucky & irritating today..
Esp after my fren told me sumtin..
All I gotta say juz "Dun Judge Me When You Dun Even Knew Me"!
Juz stay away frm me bitch!
Dun assume what you heard or see ok..
Juz shuddupp..

Like I say..
No one knows or even undastand what or how it feels to be ME!
Undastood?
NOPE!

OK bbyyee..........

..::On The Wild Side::..

2005-01-05T13:20:00.000-08:00

Hey..
Its been long time
Niwae heres the updates..

New Yr Eve rite...went out wit Hamie, Devi & Zhao
Devi blanja us pizza..shweet! Tankz! Muackz!
Really had fun..they so kecoh abt me nt wearing the scarf.
Look diff..but to me look the same..its just the old me..
Hah..miz that!

Then, at nite went to town..went to Cineleisure got sum show there..
Very nicey! Went to Chipz! Haha..the wild me...Got nice ppl there like Bob (wants to entertain us) & Shane (the owner)..Hadfiz's frenz..The place is small...i tot big siah..
My parents knoe or any of my old frens, I DIE! Yah..confirmed DEAD!
But nvm no diff...

Well...even if im gone
At least Ive been to the good side..
And the wild side...
Rite?

Ok bbye..